Last Summer

5-9-13

Feeling hopeful because without hope what is left

Emptiness, sadness and lack of faith

I have to be who God wants me to be

I can’t fret just because of the situation

God can supply every one of my needs

If my life was in my hands then I would be scared or stressed

But my life is in the hands of the father, the heavenly father

Why should I question someone who controls all things?

God is bigger than any situation

God is the master of being on time

He can do all things

So why even worry, it’s a useless emotion

People are inconsistent but God is faithful

God is patient

God is merciful

Sabatoge

Hey Followers, This is another old one, I wanna  put up these old poems and then move on to new fresh ideas.


This is called Sabatoge, but I'm not Wale thou. LOL


6-12-12

I always over think things

I always Rush relationships

I always think I know what someone feels

I always Sabotage!

I usually do this without realizing it.

So if I want something I never had which is true friendship, I must not ruin it.

Do something different.

If I want a friend, I must first be a friend first.

I must not Run from the good.

Enough Running,

Even when I run you are in my mind.

I tarnish your image with past images.

I must not sabotage.

I must work with what I have

I am drawn to the inside of you

The parts that are unknown

I yearn to know those parts.

I want to forever hold you in my spirit

Your goodness consumes me

To bad , so sad , the first chance I got I ran

TMI & OMG

06-13-12

Hello Followers, another old one.

So I am Loving this, Loving it

I mean if the shit was Real , I might really squeal  :)

From the excitement and the pleasure, from the currents that you ignite in my flesh

I'm luving it

 

IDK, OMG, LOL, NO FML

Haa Haa , I play so much

I wouldn't know if this was a game to you or if you just love my head game that much...

I mean it must be the head, 

Am I that a HEAD of my class and people said in college I wouldn't last

LOL, TMI, I'm luving it

Loving the freedom

Loving the feeling

Loving the Moment

Untitled 6-12-12

Hello, Followers, this is an old poem. 


No More Rushing or shutting doors that aren't even open

No more running, I'm living , breathing

Gentle kisses, gentle hugs. gentle love

So gentle, sometimes you don't know how nice it feels until you accept the feeling.

When you grab my face, you gave it more meaning

When you rub my head it makes it that much clearer

When you hold me it makes me realize how simple things make me happy.

Not saying you make me happy,

But honestly you make me happy.

Not even log term happiness but just complete happiness, with being in the moment

The moments are nice.

The moments help me accept things as they are.
Not looking for nothing.

Accepting the Love Unspoken

MY LOVE

My love is like whoa, remember that Mya song

My love is like a roller coaster ride that you can never get off

My love is like a car crash and the pain pills leave you numb

My love is like a never ending orgasm while your celibate

My love is forbidden, hidden, and random

My love will never be exposed

My love stays inside the deep parts of my memory

My love doesn't even make sense to me

My love ...

I wish I could turn it off

But my love is like whoa

Never stopping and never letting go

Loyalty is all I know

New Year 2014

I see post on Instagram, New Year, New Me!

But can we really expect to be different just because it's a new year.

Let's face the facts, Most people never change, and if they do it's gradually.

In 2014, I have one goal and that is to treat myself better.

To eliminate those who are toxic. To focus on me and mine..

That seems like more than one goal, but hey it's one with different sub-components.

To walk in honesty and love.

To simply love me..

2014 , is a new year, but the same me!!

Negativity

It would be easy for me to feed into your negativity.

But I won't because I have grown, not changed just have a better understanding of life

What you say is irrelevant. 

It's funny because you use to be relevant.

You use to make and break my day.

Now you have lost your control

I now have all the control

My life is my own

Your negativity does not affect me

You taught me a lot, and I now am stronger

So strong that I can look past your bullshit

And Not say Shit!