Monday, December 30, 2013

MY LOVE



My love is like whoa, remember that Mya song

My love is like a roller coaster ride that you can never get off

My love is like a car crash and the pain pills leave you numb

My love is like a never ending orgasm while your celibate

My love is forbidden, hidden, and random

My love will never be exposed

My love stays inside the deep parts of my memory

My love doesn't even make sense to me

My love ...

I wish I could turn it off

But my love is like whoa

Never stopping and never letting go

Loyalty is all I know

New Year 2014



I see post on Instagram, New Year, New Me!

But can we really expect to be different just because it's a new year.

Let's face the facts, Most people never change, and if they do it's gradually.

In 2014, I have one goal and that is to treat myself better.

To eliminate those who are toxic. To focus on me and mine..

That seems like more than one goal, but hey it's one with different sub-components.

To walk in honesty and love.

To simply love me..

2014 , is a new year, but the same me!!


Friday, December 20, 2013

Negativity


It would be easy for me to feed into your negativity.

But I won't because I have grown, not changed just have a better understanding of life

What you say is irrelevant. 

It's funny because you use to be relevant.

You use to make and break my day.

Now you have lost your control

I now have all the control

My life is my own

Your negativity does not affect me

You taught me a lot, and I now am stronger

So strong that I can look past your bullshit

And Not say Shit!
 

Thursday, December 19, 2013

Life is brief

Life is short! This is an over-said but true saying. Life is short, you never when its your last day. 

Since life is short , we should laugh more, smile more, and just let go of our inhibitions

We should help more and love more and do more!

We shouldn't let a day go by without telling out loved ones we LOVE them.

WE should forgive quick, love hard and praise the Creators for his faithful unconditional love

Life is a test and we can not past them all but in the end we will graduate to a new height.

Life does not end with death. Life never ends. It just keep trending.

Life , brief, precious , hard knock life is not to be taken for granted

I want to smile more, love more, dance in the middle of the street without worry, but that may pose a problem

Life is to be appreciated, Life is not to be taken for granted

TEE TEE

Wednesday, December 18, 2013






More Than a Professor

You were more than a professor, you became a friend
One short semester and now your life has reached its end
Still I can’t process that you are not here
I was planning to send you a holiday card, and the thought of it breaks my heart
Last week, I told you thank for all your help, but I had so much more to say
I gave you a handshake and went on my way
I thought we had time to connect, now I receive the email, my heart is broken
I am honestly going to miss you
Wish you could read my final paper, and tell me it was edited perfectly
You told me how great I could be, and because you said it, I believed it
I and Rutgers  will miss you Professor Richard Heffner

R.I.P.